It was worth the try and now I know I can change. I can be better and I can do what is necessary. I can swallow my pride without choking on it. Will I continue to do it? No. Not with you. Not for you. Because you have stopped giving me a reason to. What you have givin me is an easy decision to make. In fact you made that decision for me. By being absent minded you told me to stop trying, and I will. I will do so more than gladly. I don't like the way my pride tastes. It's so large and the hardest thing to swallow. It's like trying to swallow a jaw breaker, the big one; and it tastes like those liquid anit-biotics you take when you're little and you get sick for the first time ever. Just thinking about it gives me chills, like its a horrid idea. But I was so unsure of whether or not it was possible. Then I decided that I would try, because I didn't mind having you around. It worked, it wasn't easy but for the moment it was worth it. By the time I finish writing this, whenever that may be, you will be barely more than a fleeting thought. And why? Because you didn't think. So why should I? Why should I think at all where you are concerned? I think I'll explore my options. I think that's a good idea. That's my problem I think too much. But at least I think.
Her mind was made up. She wouldn't send him the letter though. She was going to wait, wait until she couldn't stand to be around him any longer because at the present she still liked his presence. Then at the very moment when she no longer desired his company,she would tell him everything she had just written.
Her mind was made up. She wouldn't send him the letter though. She was going to wait, wait until she couldn't stand to be around him any longer because at the present she still liked his presence. Then at the very moment when she no longer desired his company,she would tell him everything she had just written.