I don’t like to lie
So I won’t say I haven’t thought about it
Haven’t reconsidered
I won’t say that I’m not contemplating it right now
I have I have and I am
I want to lay down with you as my weighted blanket
The source and soothing of my anxiety
Intertwine your body with mine
So tightly that I can barely breathe
Then I can soothe you like I used to
Before we choose to go again
Once was never enough
And daily might be too much
You can just give me some
We can’t have much more but can we have some fun?
Try some new ones
Or tried and true ones
This isn’t a pitch for a sequel
We can film something completely new
Give me one more for the road
Two for the show
Three to get ready
Stop counting and let’s see where it goes
Pick this up in the morning
Or in the mirror
Early light on our reflections could make things clearer
I know what you like
You don’t have to remind me
You like what I want
You always know how to find me