I wish I could make you believe your own lies.
The way I used to believe them.
Then maybe you wouldn’t be so disappointing.
I wish I could make you do the things you say you’ll do.
Or at least make you feel bad when you never follow through.
Then maybe you wouldn’t be such a disappointment.
I wish I could make myself ignore you.
The way you’ve ignored me.
Then maybe I wouldn’t be so disappointed.