I'd be a liar
To say I never thought about it
To say I haven't thought of it today
Considered it
Making you my next mistake
Disregarding every consequence
Because everything that's wrong about it
Intrigues me
Even if it's just an hour
Be everything I don't need
The risk that's not worth taking
A lesson I shouldn't be learning the hard way
My best regret
So unfairly you've escalated my fascinations
Fantasizing the day when I'll wish we never met
Preparing all the ways I could tell you I hate you
Practicing the face I'll make when I forgive you
And make the mistake of you again
Then once more for good measure
It's only a thought
A thought I'm not sure I want to shake
You
A thought I'm not sure I want to shake
You
This calculated mistake