I've been thinking a lot lately
Thinking about making a fool of myself
Thinking about saying everything that's ever crossed my mind
Words I should be writing in my journal
Words I won't write in my journal
Because they hurt me to read them
But I'm afraid and who wouldn't be
I can't think of one reason why I shouldn't be
I can't think of any favorable outcome
With a decent probability of occurring
If this were a movie it would work out fine
In the end
But this is reality
And I was told
There's no such thing as happy endings
Thinking about making a fool of myself
Thinking about saying everything that's ever crossed my mind
Words I should be writing in my journal
Words I won't write in my journal
Because they hurt me to read them
But I'm afraid and who wouldn't be
I can't think of one reason why I shouldn't be
I can't think of any favorable outcome
With a decent probability of occurring
If this were a movie it would work out fine
In the end
But this is reality
And I was told
There's no such thing as happy endings